May 2, 2002
Thursday

I stayed up way too late catching up the journal last night/this morning. Slept through the alarm clock and was later signing into work. If there is one this I love about this job -- that's it. That my chronic oversleeping isn't a critical liability. And I don't feel too guilty provided that it doesn't happen all the time -- they get it back via the virtual 24/7/365 oncall status and in other ways.

Yet, I did actually feel guilty. It really stresses me out that I can't change behavior patterns such as this.

Today was work and lots of little tech isues. Then I slept again -- until about 11pm. Now I'm updating the web site. Not a very exciting Thursday! I would note that neither of my managers have read the proposal/document/report I created for my latest project. No worries though, I'm glad to have the ball out of my court, so to say.

Oh, and I called one of the women I'm supposed to go to Atlanta with this weekend. I'd hoped to see her at the shop this week, but I haven't. I'm worried that the trip is going to fall through. And I have mixed feelings about that. I've got a lot of work on the site I'd like to get done, and writing, and practice, and you know what I mean. But I'm disturbed that I keep finding ways to cancel out of my little adventures. It's just over a year sinse the trip to St. Thomas to sell an old map. That was the last one...